Well I got to see my sister, Patty. She is not doing well. However they let her out of the hospital yesterday. She looks so sad. The hardest part is, there is not a darn thing I can do for her. I feel so helpless. She is so sick. Why can’t I stop smoking? I try but I just can’t. Why is all this happening? I just don’t understand. Patty is only 47 years old. She does not deserve this. She is a kind and loving person. I feel so sorry for Jun. I wish I was there to help him. But I can’t. I know how hard it is to feel so helpless. You just can’t stand to sit back and wait This is so wrong. Please Lord heal my sister. Show us you can heal her. You are the only hope we have left. Please lord, don’t take her away. HEAL HER…..