I hope you know that I love you with all my heart. Your mom does not want you to see me. I do not know why she is doing what she is doing. When your mom walked out on your dad, he tried to see you and she kept you away. He never stopped. Your dad fought hard in court to get you. But our courts most of the time sides with the mom. Even when, in your case it would of been better to be with your dad. I don’t think your mom knows how much she is hurting you. One day when you get older you will read this and understand. We do love you very much. I’ve only got to see you few times. I want to see you more. I wish your mom would grow up and STOP thinking about herself and money.
When your dad takes you back to your mom, it breaks his and my heart to see you beg your dad not to leave you with her. It tears my heart out. You told me once you wanted your mom dead. I could not believe that came from a three year old. I told you that was not nice thing to say and that your mom loves you. You told me she is mean and does not love you. Wow, I see you are so hurt as your mom is trying to keep your dad out of your life. That will never happen. I know when you get older you can live with your dad and she can not stop you. That is what your dad is waiting for. Anaiah, I love you and miss you so much. I hope you never forget that.